I'm engaged!!!!

For those that don't already know...I'm engaged!! I am so excited to start this next chapter of my life! Jeremiah brings me so much joy and happiness! Our big day is going to be on July 14, 2012! The only downside is planning the wedding! I am such a horrible planner. We went to walmart the other day and bought our invitations...I'm excited! I'm going to try and make them myself. That makes it more meaningful, right? I dunno...we will see how it turns out. Wish me luck...LOL

My Prince Charming Has Finally Come Along.....

My Prince charming has finally come along. I am so in love with Jeremiah! I feel so blessed that he has come along and is in my life. I have never felt the way that I do with Jereamih. I know that people say all the time that so and so completes them. Jeremiah does that for me. Jeremiah is the only person in this world that has the power to make me laugh when I am mad, except for my brother. Jeremiah and I came across each other on facebook. If you ask Jeremiah he will tell you I was stalking him...LOL. That is not, however, how we met. I have known Jeremiah since I was 15. His dad used to come to my church and preach. Our churches also did various functions together. Everyone at church used to call him my lover boy. I was sooo in love with him! I had the fatest crush on him!Jereamiah is the sweetest guy I know and he has the biggest heart. I think in many ways he is a good mix between both his parents. Both of his parents are both very passionate and have the biggest hearts. I have never had a guy ask my dad if he can date me, but Jeremiah did. I know that Jeremiah is going to do great things in his life and I plan on being there holding his hand every step of the way. Sometimes I wish that we would've came across each other earlier in life, but I know that wasn't God's plan. God was still molding us and he still is. Never in my wildest dreams did I ever think we would ever come across each other again, we would date, or that we would fall in love. Never underestemate the power of prayer. I had a praying mother that was always praying that the right one would cross my path. When I would pray, I always asked God if I already knew who this person was and I was just over looking them. I would've never guessed Jeremiah. He is my soul mate and the one I can't live without! I can never imagine my life without him in it! I have never been able to say that about anyone else. He is truly my best friend and the one I love with all my heart.


Nothing can seperate us


In the Beginning


We share a rare love


My baby and me


We're in LOVE

I hate guys.....

Its been forever and a day since I have blogged on here so let me give you some updates....

I hate guys...

I hate guys...

and oh yeah

I hate guys....LOL

I wrote a letter for Tanya and left it on her fridge that says "I hate men, they are all scum" I decided no more guys for me. Appearantly the ones that cross my path are the ones that are manipulative, materialistic, controlling, judgemental, and don't know if they are coming or going so I said GODDBYE! :)

Wow

Wow....I am my father's child!!! I look just like him!!!

Well well well

So I got a random friend request on myspace and it happened to be my cousin Shawn from my dad's side! I was sooo excited that she found me!! Through her I have come in contact with Aunts, and cousins that I didn't really know that I had. Well, I knew that they existed but I just didn't know them. My dad is supposed to be contacting me so that should be interesting! I hope he doesn't back out! I really do want a relationship with my dad. No matter what happened in the past he is still my dad and he just needs to get over it! I look just like my dad and brother....scary...LOL!!

What are you trying to say?? Just spit it out!!

What is it supposed to mean when someone says that you have Promise Land mentality? Promise Land is the church I go to, but I don't know what they are trying to imply!

Bugs

Kaylynne said that she needs to inspect her sandwhich to make sure that I'm not putting bugs in it...LOL!! Where does she come up with this stuff???

Oooo La La

I am such a nerd!!! I called Tanya last night and told her to meet me for dinner! She told me to meet her at Rue and so I did! Well I was sitting in the parking lot for like 20 minutes and she still hadnt showed up so I started freaking out!! I'm such a worry wart!! I thought that she got in some huge accident or got pulled over and they were hauling her away!!! I was about to go and search for her!! Instead I texted her and said, are you ok? SHe called and was like, what are you talking about? Where are you? I told you to meet me at Rue! I was like, WHERE are YOU?? SHe was like inside...haha!! She didn't have her car so I freaked out for no reason!!! LOL!! Go figure!! At least I care...LOL!!

Tanya asked me what I wanted for dinner, but all I really wanted was some Chocolate Cake, so we went to Chillis! I was telling her my drama or whatever and I look up and saw the hottest guy ever!!! He was a cop and he was FINE!!! I looked and Tanya and she said don't even say it!! Hahaha!! Is pretty cool having a best friend that can read your mind!! We never have to speak to each other! We just read our brain waves...LOL! YOu would think that we have been friends for years and years, but only since 2006!! Shes amazing!!!

I have been seeing a lot of hotties lately!!! I saw a firefighter from ABQ at the store and I was like hmmmmmmm....LOL!!! Tanya had to drag me away...LOL!! I think most guys if they put on a uniform are hot! There is one guy I know though, it just wasn't working for him...LOL! He went to firefighting school and became a firefighter and I was like...Ugh!! Thats mean!! I will be nice!! He did take me on a nice date though! :) It was the first and the last!! He was weird!!

Cont. of Drama Drama Drama

How are you going to text me and say you don't know what the problem is cause your not sick, but turn around and tell the pastor that you can't come to church for 45 days cause your so sick you need a doctor??!! You make no sense!!! 45 days is a odd number to say you have to wait for! Some people are just weird!!!??

Little Diva

I dropped Kaylynne off at school today and there was the most adorable little girl!! She was prob around 3 or so with big light brown eyes and super blonde hair with her cowgirl boots on!!! So stinkin cute!!!?? She walked around like she owned the place!! I just wanted to squeeze her, she was so cute!! I hope my daughter looks like her!!!! :)

Hater...LOL

SO I tried to hook my friend Tanya up with this guy that I know, but she didn't like him or whatever and I kind of gave her a hard time about it! Now, I am SO glad that she didn't go with him!!! If they were together I think that I would've lost my mind...seriously!! He has a girlfriend now and he is always singing to her, praying to her, babe this and babe that!! LOL I would soooo go crazy!!! I'm a hater!! I had this dream that Tanya got engaged and they were all over each other....I was soooo disgusted in my dream...LOL! I think my exact words were "Get a Room"! It will be soooo hard if she gets married before me! Shes my partner in crime!! I'll prob sabatoge it...LOL jk!! Thats mean!! I'll be like, oh hey Bill, what are you doing here? Tanya's with Frank! She must have forgt about your date..haha!! J/K!!! I already told her that I was going to do that and she said that she would kill me! I wouldn't really destroy her happiness!! I want her to be happy....just not before me...haha!!! Tanya and Tiff both tell me daily what a hater I am! They want to buy my T-shirts with my hater ways...LOL!!

Just a thought.....

It's seriously all about going to heaven. Are you going to make it, or not? There is absolutely nothing worth going to hell over. Don't hold on to something that will keep you out of heaven. You'll have to eventually give it up anyways.

I know sometimes we want to hold onto some things, but I think it all comes back to the fact that we don't want to give God complete control in our life. We feel like we have to have some sort of control in our lives and don't want to lean on God! God knows best! He is the only one that sees the big picture!! God will never allow us to go through anything that he knows that we can't handle! When you are going through something just know that God believes in you and has complete faith in you that you will make it through!!!

Fatty Mc Fat Fat

I think that I should be ashamed of myself!! I just ate a whole pizza by myself!!! Don't let my brother find out!!! HAhahaha I'm supposed to be losing weight...not gaining it...LOL!!! It was just a small one, but still!!!! Shhhhh!!!!

Drama Drama Drama

Why is it that some people just like to start drama when its really not that big of a deal to begin with and they bring the drama unto themselves??!! I'm dealing with a certain situation right now and it is soooo frustrating!! I watch my nieces as a favor to help Esmeralda and Neil out! I'm like the back-up babysitter since they already have a regular babysitter. The regular babysitter has been calling in sick on a consistent basis so I have been babysitting a LOT! To make a long story short the babysitter is a big time moocher and takes advantage of them so bad!! She has now started to text me and is trying to start stuff cause shes mad that I've been watching the girls! Some people just need to grow up!!!! By the texts that she is sending Esma I know where this is headed. Shes going to say that it is my fault and there weren't problems until I started watching the girls and Esma just likes me Best! Yes, I am family to the Morebecks but you need to get yourself a reality check!! You wouldn't be in the situation that you are in if you would just go to work when you are supposed to!! Some people!!! Thats all that I am going to say!!!! :)

This song has been on replay in my mind

Verse 1
Holiness, holiness is what I long for
Holiness is what I need
Holiness, holiness is what
You want for me, for me

Chorus
Holiness, holiness is what I long for (that's what I long for)
Holiness is what I need
Holiness, holiness is what
You want for me

Verse 2
Righteousness, righteousness is what I long for
Righteousness is what I need (thats what I need)
Righteousness, Righteousness is what
You want for me, for me
So, take my heart and mold it

Chorus
So, take my heart and mold it (So, take my heart and mold it)
Take my mind, transform it (Take my mind, transform it)
Take my will, conform it (Take my will, conform it)
To Your, to Your, oh, Lord (Take my will, conform it)

Brokiness, brokiness is what I long for
Brokiness is what I need (gotta be broken)
Brokiness, brokiness is what
You want for me, for me
So, take my heart and mold it

Chorus
So, take my heart and mold it
Take my mind, transform it
Take my will, conform it
To Yours, to Yours, oh, Lord

Chorus
Take my will, conform it (Take my will, conform it)
Take my mind transform it (Take my will, conform it)
Take my will conform it (Take my will conform it)
To Your, to Your, oh, Lord (To Your, to Your, oh, Lord)
(2x's)

Holiness, holiness is what I long for
Holiness is what I know I need
Holiness, holiness is what
You want for me
I want to be holy
Choir
Its what you want for me
I got to be holy
Choir
It's what you want for me