You better Get right or you're going to get Left

I think this is a great concept to think about. Tomorrow is never promised to us. You can get hit by a bus on the way to work or a drunk driver may hit you on your way home. Yesterday is your past, you can never change that, but you can move on from your past. You have to live for Today only. You can change things in your present, but not in your past or your future. I think this is the time that everybody needs to get right with God. You better get right or you're going to get left. I feel like this is the season for grace. God shows us so much mercy and grace, but we just shun God because we think that we are above his mercy and grace. I pray that god never gives me what I deserve. God has shown me so much grace! I do not deserve it! I have done nothing to deserve it! I could never be so good that I would not need Gods grace! I think that we need to wake up and make some changes in our lives! Tomorrow may be too late and there is no going back once tomorrow comes. Change your prioritys! Make some changes!

For everything there is a time and a season

I truly believe that there is a time and season for everything! I remember about a month ago, my pastor was teaching on that. I just keep telling myself that, so I can believe it in my heart. Sometimes it is really hard to wait on God! It seems that he never does anything when we think it is right or when we want him to do it. Thats ok though. I am finding that God's timing is always perfect. We feel that at the time God is always late, when in reality he is right on time. I'm not praying for patience because I know that God will try my patience..lol. I am praying though that God will make me content with what I do have. As I have stated before, I want nothing more then to have a family. God knows my desires and wants. I know that God will fullfill them..just not right now. A few months ago I had a dream..I was getting married...lol..of course..and I remember thinking in my head...this was soo worth the wait! I know that is how I am going to feel when I meet that special someone..or maybe I already know him...I just don't realize that he is special yet. I want to be a proverbs 31 woman. I want to be ready and be everything that I should be in God for my future husband. I want God to perfect me!

New Church

Some people may or may not know, but I am attending a new church in Vacaville. Currently we are remodeling our church! So far it is looking beautiful! We just laid down the new carpet and we got it all painted. We will be having a special service when we get our building done. Everybody is invited!! I love the church soo much! Everybody is so friendly and accepting of me. The pastor and his wife are just wonderful people! I hope that when I get married, I can have a marriage like they have! There is a great annointing in that church! I have learned soo much just when I was visiting! I officially became a part of the church 2 weeks ago! I will keep everybody updated for when the building is finished!

Lets Pray People

That I never get to be this big! I would seriously cry!! Those people that are this big, my heart goes out to them. I have a really good friend named Chalee that is maybe a little bigger then this and I know her life everyday is a struggle. I know she feels bad about the way that she looks and her condition is hereditary. I had a boyfriend that was big as well and he had so many health problems that it was ridiculous! I think people can be so judgemental and mean sometimes!! You don't know what the person's life is like. Moral of the story...Never judge a book by its cover!!

I have been doing a lot of thinking lately. In a way I am glad that I am finally coming to my senses about a few things. You see, more then anything I want to have a family. I want to have kids in the future. A husband that I love more then life itself. A husband that I can do ministry with. I don't want to just "be with someone." Thats just not what I am looking for. I would say last year I had like no standards as far as guys went. I would prob take you if you had no legs. Seriously. I think that it was because I didn't like myself deep down. I think that I blamed myself for a lot of things that happened in my life. I was able to forgive other people, but I couldn't forgive myself. It has been a difficult road, but I can finally see the light. I know that no relationship is perfect, but it can be perfect with God. I think that as long as your relationship's foundation is God, you can overcome anything. I think a few years ago, I couldn't have a relationship with somebody. I was immature and was soo not ready. I would've just screwed it up..which I did. I'm not in a hurry to just run down the aisle to get married, but I would love to get married to somebody who is amazing! What is the most important to me is the person's relationship with God. I don't want to be with somebody who is going to drag me down spiritually or is still trying to find himself. You need to know who you are in God already! I want to be with someone who wants to be there for the long haul, not just for the moment. You need to respect youself and me as well. I want everything to be in God's perfect will!

Little Miss Negative

People!! I am working on being a more positive person!! I know that I tend to be just a tad negative!! I am seriously working on it though!! I promise!! I'm not going to jump to conclusions!! :)

So irritated

I am so irritated!! Why are you going to ask me to get you the hook up and then after I do you say never mind?? You want to say never mind after everything has already been sent out to you??? Then you want to be rude about it...whatever!! Go find a tree....climb up it....and jump out into moving traffic....thanks!

Marriage Advice

A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.

A successful woman is one who can find such a man.

To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.

To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot & not try to understand her at all.

Married men live longer than single men, but married men are a lot more willing to die.

Any married man should forget his mistakes, there's no use in two people remembering the same thing.

Men wake up as good-looking as they went to bed.

Women somehow deteriorate during the night.

A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.

A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.

A woman has the last word in any argument.

Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.

There are 2 times when a man doesn't understand a woman - before marriage and after marriage.

Your not so bad!

Abraham was old
Jacob was insecure
Leah was unattractive
Joseph was abused
Moses stuttered
Gideon was poor
Samson was codependent
Rahab was immoral
David had an affair with another man’s wife and later killed her husband
Elijah was suicidal
Jeremiah was depressed
Jonah was reluctant
Naomi was a widow
John the baptist was eccentric to say the least
Peter was impulsive and hot-tempered
Martha worried a lot
The Samaritan woman had several failed marriages
Zaccheus was unpopular
Thomas had doubts
Paul had poor health
Timothy was timid

See.....Your not so bad compared to these fellas!!

To All Of My Friends

Confessions

So...I kind of have a thing for bad boys...I know! I need to stop!! You don't have to be a complete bad boy...just as long as I know that you could be bad if you wanted to...lol...I need to pray through!! Seriously.

Adventure Of A Lifetime

Africa? Texas? Michigan? Guam? Arizona? Colorado? Ohio? Nevada? Utah?

So many decisions....how will I ever pick where I should go? So me and Tanie have decided that if there is no life changing decisions made, then we are bouncing in June. We are still young and have a lot of life in us..lol. We just want to go and meet different kinds of people. It seems that we see the same people over and over and we want to see new faces. We want to experience new things. For Tanie, she has never been outside of California..except for when she opens new stores. I have been to other states and I love the adventure! I'll keep you updated on our travels! :)

Tanie said that she will move to Michigan if Jaime finds her a husband...lol....like thats going to happen! I think that we will most likely go to West Texas! I love theat place! I love the people there!

My World

I love this dog more then anything else in the world!! She has been with me through almost every situation. We have been through so much together!! She is a brat..lol..but I love her to death!! She was with me in Texas and then she moved with me when I moved to California. She has a weird unique personality! Shes a oddball! Gotta love my Cornflake! I don't think that there is anybody who doesn't love her!!

Someday

Sometimes the hardest things to work through are those that don't make sense to us at the time. You just have to remind yourself that EVERYTHING happens for a reason! Whether you understand that reason or not. I know that when I look back on my life with certain decisions...it really sucked while I was going through it and I wasn't sure if I would make it or not, but looking back everything worked out perfectly....just the way it was designed to.

Love is not a maybe thing or we will see

I think that it is sooo frustrating when someone tells you that they will see if they love you or not. There are no maybes, or ifs about it. I think that you either love them or you don't! Plain and simple! You can't sit on the fence and just hope that, that one person will just hang around for you. I can guarantee you that you will be very sorry if you do that. So yeah....guys are so frustrating!!!!